8th August 2008

We had a fun run at Pasir Ris Park to celebrate the eve of National's Day. After the fun walk, we were then proceed to the open area and my body is burning up like hot lava. I was roasted while everyone was listening attentively to the prize giving for those who came top 20 for each category. My face and neck are swollen red. Yes, i had sunburn on my face and neck. However, i was late for the assigned time at 7.30am. Well... Was punished by picking up litters on the open area and was dismissed shortly after that. And went tampiness with friends for lunch and had a good time playing basketball near my friend's house.

Happy-go-lucky.

Hope time will come to a standstill.

20th July 2008

I thought day-dream or doing things i like most but i cant resist the temptation of relaxing after little work. Well, since i had thrown away the time, i always got this feelings which felt very unsercured. Everyday, I gona feel sorry each time i wake up and i know procastination is the worst ememy. Found this video on youtube and it really impressed me. If u wanna watch it, u could click on the "pause" button just below the music player. Hope u enjoy it!

Heck-care attitude.

Perservering the hurdles.

19th July 2008

Went Jerald' house to study and print some pictures for my Art coursework. Currently using his computer and viwawa-ed awhile. I find it hard to believe that time flew past as if it gona be a new phase soon. I really wish to do well in 'O' level and not get into school or courses that i dislike.

Random thoughts.

Wishing time to come to a stand still.

18th July 2008

Today supposed to go zw's house to play CoD4 but his internet somewhat has died or something and i could see no point waiting for him to fix that. So i went home and play few rounds of DotA with friends and viwawa-ing. I have planned for my study time-table which i had not done it for ages. Tomorrow i gona work hard and mug my eyes into books. Gotta finish up my Art coursework ASAP. Gosh! The time really flew past like wind.

Using my 100% energy on my GOAL.

May God gives me will to surive through this crisis.

15th July 2008

Reached home eariler than usual as most of my friends who are taking 'O' level MT Listening Comprehension at 3pm but must report eariler which means that all Sec 4 classes can finshed lessons at 1.30pm. Went for 'Zhu char tang' at Circuit Hawker with my friends after school and had a nice bubble tea which i had not had it for a long time. Tomorrow start school at 8.35am and I can catch some sleep. I seem to be procastinating my Art works and the deadline is drawing nearer and nearer. Sigh...

Bad day.

I really need motivation to do my Art pieces.

14th July 2008

Just came home from History Mock Exam, it wad horible and i manage to finish SEQ but not even a sentence on SBQ. DAMN sian. Played viwawa on BIG 2.5 and i am addicted to it and now i hav many things on my mind and i wanna sleep it off.

Mindless thoughts.

Encourgement is a best way to fulfil the best potiential of me.

13th July 2008

Changed my blogskin and edit tons of things! Shall update often soon. Hmm, i was supposed to get a 'Techno' blogskin for my blog but in the end i chose this DJ thingy. Hardly study nowsday and i think i gona need to go for a brain scan to check if there are something tat prevent me for thinking or making me sleepy each time i took out something to read.

Loved my new skin!

Techno-ing...

3rd June 2008

Okay, i know my blog is really as dead as my books. I was 'FORCED' to update my blog by the way. Alright... Here it goes... This is JUNE HOLIDAYS and yes if u were to ask me if this holiday 'song bo?'. My answer is NO! I am pissed with people around me who are of the same age and and same level as me talking about "O" level as if it hit the headlines on the newspaper. I feel life shouldn't be too tough as in terms of stress level among Singaporeans. Hias... Lots of people have been telling me to work hard and yet their words fell on deaf ears and btw i am really deaf. 1 thing i had decided to do for now onwards is that I wanna stop all these rubbish in my head and leads a good life in future. Here is my goal. Wish me good luck for this may be the last post i ever wrote.

"Till i reach my goal, i will overcome my difficulties"

This song shall be my motivation

9th April 2008

Today is a very relaxing day as the school hours ended at 12.50pm which means, more time to dream at home. However, i was selected by Mr Ho S C to attend the Speech Day as student audience dis coming Saturday. There goes my favourite shows in the morning dis Saturday. Went for talks at 1.30pm and fortunately didnt have to stay till the rehersal end and i reached home earlier than usual. Slacking throughout the rest of the day and played games. Psst..... Some1 actually stalk me today. I know u are reading this post. OMG-ness, he darn pervert la. I may be a guy but i am aso shy la. Okay, I knew something was wrong when u asked me for the song.

"Don't so pervertive leh, later all girls hate u"

Should i close my blog?? I feel so unsercured. If u are interested to know who is this person, u can ask me.

7th April 2008

Today supposed to have 3 tests; Soical Studies, Physics and History tests. But History test is posponed to tomorrow during History period which spared me from memorising the 2 chapters on 'Cold War'. Physics test was like super easy but i made some careless mistakes and i think i gona flunk my Soical Studies test as i answered in such a way that is totally out of point. After Soical Studies test which is right after school hours, i went for english remedial to complete my proposal and reached home like 7pm??? Well... Heck care about the tests that i sat for and i gona stay up late at night and to put all those stupid suffs on 'Cold War' into my tiny brain with a memory space of 100MB and i bet those 2 chapters are at least 1GB leh. Love my peers for giving me last minute phyicis tuition with me.

"Keeping awake throughout the night"

GoGoGO!!! Keep GOING!

6th April 2008

Today is already the 6th of April and yet i am here fooling around like idiot. Okay, I have been slacking as usual and i dont know when am i going to stop all these meaningless stuffs. Okay, I gona be a good boy for now onwards till 'O' Level. I am going crazy and i need to let out steam badly. My mind is in a mess and full of rubbishs. What's going on with me???

"Let's put my mind, heart and soul on my studies"

It's hard to give up certain things but putting an effort helps.

5th April 2008

I swear never to download or upload anything from imeem web site. I have to wait like 10mins for the song that i want to listen to upload and sometimes my blog didn't play the song. I am quite fed up with this stupid thing but anyway, i have switched to Youtube as it is far easier and faster to load. I am quite happy of having a video song in my blog and please do check out my favourite songs in time to come. Alright... I have been slacking alot lately nowdays and my tuition is going to start on next Friday which is,"OMG... now then have tuition?". Well... I know it is a bit late for me to have tuition but do i have a choice? I have saved up enough $$$ to buy my favourite bag but i have not decided on which and what kind of bags. Anyone has any suggestions on which type of bag that suited me the best?? If u do, please kindly tell me!!!

"I'm lovin it"

Woot!! Just killed the flu bugs.

3rd April 2008

Reached home early today and i took a nice long afternoon nap. I had a bad dreams. Well... i cant seem to kick the bad habits of mine... Oh gosh... I had lots to catch up. Failed almost all the subjects and i feels guilty. Tomorrow, i will have to hand up the 5 sketchs and 1 set of developement. I had done 4 sketches but didn't bother to do the rest. I find myself slacking a lot these days. I gona work hard and persevered through this difficult period. I don't know why my blog couldn't start the music and i aso don't know if it is my computer problems or the imeem that is giving me problems?... Well.. Forget it!

"Wee... i love my new wallet"

Damn it...

30th March 2008

Yesterday went to school at 8am for leadership workshop... Didnt go out wif Jerald and they to Vivo City as i had to go for the workshop which is compulsary for CMC members and i had to give a dinner thrown by PAYM a miss as i am having a running nose and a flu. Darn... Why am i chossen to be a Secretary? Oh well... it's so irritating to keep cleaning my nose that is always filled with liquid 'shit' every few sec. Havn't plan on propsal as i didnt get the paper last Firday. Lots of homeworks to do and i think i am going to faint from stress. Anyway, really sry for the last min to pull out of the planned activities. Really sry guys.

"Oh dear, i had ran out of tissue paper"

F&#K off stupid virus!

27th March 2008

Aww... I didn't use computer for like 3 days... Oh, I am such a good boii. But i somehow can't resist the temptation to use the computer. Oh dear... Am I really addicted to online games nowdays. Can't be helped as I started being a hardcore gamer since i was in Secondary 1 for which I got to play the 1st online games called Neopet, Maplestory (Came out in 2005, Around June). Man... It had became a habits and I couldn't stop thinking about the games and its stuffs. I told myself... 'O' level is coming real soon in a few months times. Teachers have been very encouraging and tried to cover up the whole book for every single subject so as to start a revision as soon as possible. This is a roller-coaster year for me, everything need to be rushed and i have to learn many things at one go which is definitely impossible to learn them all at once. I know, it's too late and i wonder why i manage to go through the secondary life and it is only till now that i truly regret which i hate myself for all the stupid and silly things that i done. I really wan to go back to my past and be stuck in the past forever where i was a small little boy playing all day long and having fun and laughing together with friends in school. Wonder why i ever born in dis STRESSFULL-country (Singapore). I am really going crazy... I need some1 whom i can pour all my distress.

"My mind is filled with blanks and i think i am dead"

I am tired of all this.

21st March 2008

Oh... It's Good Friday today and i wish all Christians a Happy Easter Day and my parents just told me that, since today is a public holiday, the library is closed. Hmm... maybe tomorrow i will go and treat myself a nice meal or something. Anyway... slacked the whole day as usual and i didnt study. OMG???? Not much to talk about today as i didn't go out. Wonder why my computer go against me??? It sort of like, shutting down on me when i havn't click the internet explorer.

"Why did my computer keep crashing on me?"

I really wan to pull up my socks.

20th March 2008

Today i felt gulity for not attending Chemistry remedial and i slacked the whole day right after school. Tomorrow is Good Friday and which means i hav a day of holiday which is not enough for me. I shall be a real good boy to do all school homeworks and revise my Secondary 3 notes. Perharps, i will go borrow some books... Anyway i had already planned to follow my own timetable to finish wad i can. Sigh! I seem to have a very small sphere of friends that i made which i don't know why. Is it because i hav a bad boy image who always played a fool and with a preditcable outcome of me failing 'O' level and a happy-go-lucky spolit brat at that. Anyway, i dun give it a damn and i dun wish to know. Everyday single day is never an ending to me for i hate studying. Even when i tried hard to focus on studying, my mind cant somehow sleep it off wadever that i had just read. Isn't funny? How could i forget wad i had just revise not as long as 5mins ago. Hmm... I had saved up enough money to buy somethings that i longed for esp when i had recently lost my precious wallet. I wonder if i should buy a new bag or a new wallet?

"Wonder why somebody called me 'xiao bai lian' and i was kinda pissed off"

I will do it even if it means sacrificing my beloved games.

19th March 2008

Today so unlucky for me... Firstly, came to school kena punished by Ms Ng-Seah for not attending maths remedial and was deprived of 15mins recess time. Secondly, i wan totally late for History lesson as i was in Health screening during that period and i missed out alots of important notes. Thirtly, i went home under the rain. How unlucky of me huh? Anyways thank to XY for giving me belate B'dae gift. Hias... as usual using computer as though as if wasting my life away and is there any tests tomorrow? Now i wanna take a nap and perharps a long long nap.

"Thanks XY for the gift! Ur cholcolate makes my day!"

I wish i am a happiest and the luckiest boy on earth.

17th March 2008

Omg... What happened to my music??? I though i put the song as 'Disenchanted' leh. Dono why played the 'What i've done'. Nvm, 2 more days to finish up my 10 sketches! So far, completed 5 sketches onli. Had physics test today, the question is quite tough as i had not been studying physics and i HATE physics. The 1st three questions of the paper were like some Greek works that need some werid formula to solve it. Anyway it is already over, and thankfully i could take back the questions paper to finsh up which consisted of 40 marks excluding the 1st three questions which mean that i can refer to the physics textbook!!! However the physics paper had to be handed in tml before the start of the flag-raising. Thanks to liyana for telling how to get the *(%&$*(% of my photo and edit it. I felt guity for not helping Felicia to put the english book in the Ms Doris Lee's pigeon-hole. I go actually go put my english exercise book on top of her book and asked her to help me. LOL... I really pissed her OFF!!!!

"Oh dear! Shouldn't do such things on Felicia leh"

Burning mid-night oil.

16th March 2008

Today is worst day ever as i really chiong doing last minute Arts works. I had done quite a few sketches but it doesn't look complete leh. Nvm, still hav 4 more sketches to TONE!!! Hope i can do it all at once throughout the whole nite. Why do i keep doing everythings at eleventh hour.
Once term 2 start, tests are definitely coming out and i don't think i can enjoy the company of my computer liao. Currently slacking after having done 4 sketches, i realy need my 1hr of afternoon nap. I wan my life as a school kid lifestyle where i can always play and play and play without feeling stressed up.

"Why do i keep postponing all the events that i set for timetable?"

From now onward, i gona destroyed my other half self as i wanna get RID of PROCASTINATOR inside me.

15th March 2008

Yesterday was Sheng Hui's birthday, Casper, Kim Hong, Jing Hui, Eric, Erlin, Erwin, Jerald, Chun Heng, Joshua and of course Sheng Hui (Star of the day) were at Suntec City watching a move 'Spiderwick'. LoL... I came halfway through the movie as i rush to the Cinema right after my family function. I missed the beginning part of the movie leh!!! Nvm... After movie, we headed to bugis area to play 'pool'. That is the place that we must go on our SIXTEEN birthday!!! Feeling hungry, we went to look for food. Some1 suggested eating at Sasuke sushi but didnt go as it was too expensive and we ended up eating at food court. My dish was the most delicious leh among my frens at my table. After filling up our desire for hunger, we sang Sheng Hui a birthday songs! Then went to arcarde to 'kill time'. Omg that time already 10pm+. Reached home like 12pm+? Anyway... Today is already Saturday liao... Stilll havn't touch on my Art. CRAP! But i did my tuition homework today leh. I am such a good boy boy. Now.. i am currently slacking as i had just did my work for like 3hrs+ and i need a rest before i start on my Art homework. Gosh... 2 more days to sch reopen. I had just changed my song. It suited my anger as well as depression for everythings.

"I would better buck up now or else it will be too late"

I can't get rid of my bad habits! HELP!!!

11th March 2008

Tuesday is here!!! And i havn't even touch on my history, ss, maths and art yet. Oh well, it seem that, whenever u are having a good time, time flew past real fast. However, if u didn't seem to enjoy in whatever u do, time goes fairly slow. That's is life!!! So many things that i have yet to do but i sit there wasting away my precious time. If i could, i would rather do things before i regret it later on. Seem like to me, it's all talk but no action. I keep telling myself to FOCUS and REVISE and STUDY on my subjects which i had planned for dis holidays but i ened up doing nth at all. If i can turn back the clock, i would gladly give up 20 years of my life just so i can buy time to do thing which i had always wanted. I just realized that time is a factor here and i had to deal with it so as to overcome it.

"Wish i could never bump into online games and never get addicated to it"

I know... It's impossible but i am trying to change myself.

9th March 2008

It's already Sunday and soon school will reopen and i havnt do any much revision yet! Wtf?... Well... I dun think i can go for Athletics Camp tml as i hav a lots of things to do at hands. Hias... I love the sliky bag at AMK hub!!!

"Should i go... Should i not?.."

I better start saving $$$ now or else i am really going to broke soon.

7th March 2008

Yay, it's the start of march holidays which means tat i had to use my time wisely. Oh yes, just now during VE lesson, Jerald fought verbally wif Mr Ho over the 'Meet the parent'. In the end, Mr Ho gave Jerald progress book 1st. Hahas... I hav Athletics Camp on Mon to Wed leh, dono if i should go ornot. I wanna study!!! I chionging Art liao as i had done onli 4 sketches and school reopen i hav to hand up to Mrs Chua wif 10 sketches leh. 1 sketches alone can drove me NUTs.

"Damn the time la! The clock hands ticked so fast, now March den April soon leh"

May the force be with me.

4t March 2008

SS test today on source-based questions seem hard for me as i couldn't finish the last part and I think, I gona flunk the test. Ah.. Yes... I went for maths remedial even though i hate to stay in school longer. Hmm.. I am such a good boy leh. =) Gona hav physics test soon and other tests coming up!!! Well then... got to go!! I love watching cool anime 'Bleach'. I think i lost my wallet in school and some more the wallet is quite new as i didnt get to hold it for more than a month. I remembered that i left the wallet just in the side front of my bag leh and it was only den i left my bag in class and i swear that i didn't leave my bag for as long as 5mins leh.

"Sobs... whoever took it must be from my class!! Damn it!"

I'm regreting for the lost time.

3rd March 2008

Just had English Mid-Yr Exam in the hall, overall the paper seemed somewhat looked simple to me and yet i could get different answer from my other friends. Hias... Hmm, next week is a 1 week off for me and i bet i had to go to sch for remedials and stuffs from Athletics. Gona waste my time again and when i woke up the next day, I gona feel sorry.

"How True"

That's it!

2nd March 2008

Yesterday is the best day ever as i really enjoyed myself. Supposed to meet up wif Sheng Hui and others at bugis at 1.30pm but i was LATE! But late for 10mins ahaha... When i reached at bugis, i met Jerald, Erwin, Chun Heng, Sze Yze, Erlin and Jing Hui, after ("birthday bash" from Erlin and Jing Hui) we headed over to Seoul Garden for lunch. Man.. Sitting in the Seoul Garden is like going for sauna but not too bad as there are air conditions around. Oh yes, Kim hong came too while we were eating. Lol, pai seh leh, coz we ate without her but i was surpised to see her. Not that i dun wan her to come, it's just tat i didnt really know her well or ever spoke to her. Anyway, she came to wish me 'Happy Birthday'. And also, it has been a long time tat this crowd of people celebrated my Birthday. Hmm... Tml is the start of sch in MARCH!!!

"Thank you guys for making my day!~"

I'm lovin it.

28th Feb 2008

Weeezz... Just came back from Singapore Science Centre!!! It is a rare chance to go there on talks abt total defence. After the talks abt terrorisim, we hav a game of which first 3 groups will reach the mini sort of theather. My groups came out 2nd!!! Supposed to be the 1st leh!! Hias... Coz of my groups playing the mini version of "spin the fortune". Hahass, had fun la and oh by the way, the food at Singapore science centre is extremly expensive!!! A bowl of laksa cost $4, a piece of pizza cost $2 and a plate of nasi lemak cost $3!!!! Well... It's okay to spend tat much once in a while. Today is my birthday!!! Had just ordered pizza from Candian Pizza which offered "Buy 1 Get 1 FREE" LOL. Hahasss. LAME??

"wadever"


Why didnt she come today???

27th Feb 2008

Today, I went to old folk's Home as part of the CIP. I was in drama for the item at the old folk's Home. I acted as a priest in the drama and most of the folks are laughing at that time but it shows that they are enjoying the drama. Alright, tml and Friday gona have a long talks which really bored me to tears. Tml is my Birthday... Hmm, thinking abt it make me stressed out. Coz i gona be 16 dis year and i will be taking 'O' level exam dis year leh. Dono if i can pull through... Hias... Tons of things to do from now onwards... (DARN IT!)

My wishes (NOT a Birthday wishes):
To obtain an impreccable result for my 'o' level
For my family always be in good health and propersity
Get a new laptop
PSP
Smarter

DO YOU KNOW???
Birthday wish has onli 3 wishes and once u said it all, there is no turning back!!!
And also, u must say all 3 wishes at once so as to increase the chances or ur wishes coming true!
And of course, if u were to blow all the candles in a breath, it will certainly come TRUE!!!

26th Feb 2008

Just came back from dragon boating at Kallang River. Omg-ness, i didnt bring any spare clothes to wear as i was totally drenched from head to toes. Felicia behind me kept shouting and screaming like a lunatic and i wondered how she manage to scream throughout the boating. LOL (Felicia-jiejie: jk hor dun kill me =P)
Tml my class will be going to old folk's Home as part of the CIP programme. I think my CIP points will be highest tat i ever attained in dis year liao. Sry no pictures leh, my USB cable cant send photos to my computer de. =(

25th Feb 2008

Finally blog after a long hibernation... Just had a new skin and i don't really know why i look so sad tat made ppl misunderstood tat i am emo... Hias... 1 week starting from today is IBMC week which mean i didn't have to bring or do any school works yet but will have fun outside the classroom.