Aww... I didn't use computer for like 3 days... Oh, I am such a good boii. But i somehow can't resist the temptation to use the computer. Oh dear... Am I really addicted to online games nowdays. Can't be helped as I started being a hardcore gamer since i was in Secondary 1 for which I got to play the 1st online games called Neopet, Maplestory (Came out in 2005, Around June). Man... It had became a habits and I couldn't stop thinking about the games and its stuffs. I told myself... 'O' level is coming real soon in a few months times. Teachers have been very encouraging and tried to cover up the whole book for every single subject so as to start a revision as soon as possible. This is a roller-coaster year for me, everything need to be rushed and i have to learn many things at one go which is definitely impossible to learn them all at once. I know, it's too late and i wonder why i manage to go through the secondary life and it is only till now that i truly regret which i hate myself for all the stupid and silly things that i done. I really wan to go back to my past and be stuck in the past forever where i was a small little boy playing all day long and having fun and laughing together with friends in school. Wonder why i ever born in dis STRESSFULL-country (Singapore). I am really going crazy... I need some1 whom i can pour all my distress.
"My mind is filled with blanks and i think i am dead"
I am tired of all this.
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