30th March 2008

Yesterday went to school at 8am for leadership workshop... Didnt go out wif Jerald and they to Vivo City as i had to go for the workshop which is compulsary for CMC members and i had to give a dinner thrown by PAYM a miss as i am having a running nose and a flu. Darn... Why am i chossen to be a Secretary? Oh well... it's so irritating to keep cleaning my nose that is always filled with liquid 'shit' every few sec. Havn't plan on propsal as i didnt get the paper last Firday. Lots of homeworks to do and i think i am going to faint from stress. Anyway, really sry for the last min to pull out of the planned activities. Really sry guys.

"Oh dear, i had ran out of tissue paper"

F&#K off stupid virus!

27th March 2008

Aww... I didn't use computer for like 3 days... Oh, I am such a good boii. But i somehow can't resist the temptation to use the computer. Oh dear... Am I really addicted to online games nowdays. Can't be helped as I started being a hardcore gamer since i was in Secondary 1 for which I got to play the 1st online games called Neopet, Maplestory (Came out in 2005, Around June). Man... It had became a habits and I couldn't stop thinking about the games and its stuffs. I told myself... 'O' level is coming real soon in a few months times. Teachers have been very encouraging and tried to cover up the whole book for every single subject so as to start a revision as soon as possible. This is a roller-coaster year for me, everything need to be rushed and i have to learn many things at one go which is definitely impossible to learn them all at once. I know, it's too late and i wonder why i manage to go through the secondary life and it is only till now that i truly regret which i hate myself for all the stupid and silly things that i done. I really wan to go back to my past and be stuck in the past forever where i was a small little boy playing all day long and having fun and laughing together with friends in school. Wonder why i ever born in dis STRESSFULL-country (Singapore). I am really going crazy... I need some1 whom i can pour all my distress.

"My mind is filled with blanks and i think i am dead"

I am tired of all this.

21st March 2008

Oh... It's Good Friday today and i wish all Christians a Happy Easter Day and my parents just told me that, since today is a public holiday, the library is closed. Hmm... maybe tomorrow i will go and treat myself a nice meal or something. Anyway... slacked the whole day as usual and i didnt study. OMG???? Not much to talk about today as i didn't go out. Wonder why my computer go against me??? It sort of like, shutting down on me when i havn't click the internet explorer.

"Why did my computer keep crashing on me?"

I really wan to pull up my socks.

20th March 2008

Today i felt gulity for not attending Chemistry remedial and i slacked the whole day right after school. Tomorrow is Good Friday and which means i hav a day of holiday which is not enough for me. I shall be a real good boy to do all school homeworks and revise my Secondary 3 notes. Perharps, i will go borrow some books... Anyway i had already planned to follow my own timetable to finish wad i can. Sigh! I seem to have a very small sphere of friends that i made which i don't know why. Is it because i hav a bad boy image who always played a fool and with a preditcable outcome of me failing 'O' level and a happy-go-lucky spolit brat at that. Anyway, i dun give it a damn and i dun wish to know. Everyday single day is never an ending to me for i hate studying. Even when i tried hard to focus on studying, my mind cant somehow sleep it off wadever that i had just read. Isn't funny? How could i forget wad i had just revise not as long as 5mins ago. Hmm... I had saved up enough money to buy somethings that i longed for esp when i had recently lost my precious wallet. I wonder if i should buy a new bag or a new wallet?

"Wonder why somebody called me 'xiao bai lian' and i was kinda pissed off"

I will do it even if it means sacrificing my beloved games.

19th March 2008

Today so unlucky for me... Firstly, came to school kena punished by Ms Ng-Seah for not attending maths remedial and was deprived of 15mins recess time. Secondly, i wan totally late for History lesson as i was in Health screening during that period and i missed out alots of important notes. Thirtly, i went home under the rain. How unlucky of me huh? Anyways thank to XY for giving me belate B'dae gift. Hias... as usual using computer as though as if wasting my life away and is there any tests tomorrow? Now i wanna take a nap and perharps a long long nap.

"Thanks XY for the gift! Ur cholcolate makes my day!"

I wish i am a happiest and the luckiest boy on earth.

17th March 2008

Omg... What happened to my music??? I though i put the song as 'Disenchanted' leh. Dono why played the 'What i've done'. Nvm, 2 more days to finish up my 10 sketches! So far, completed 5 sketches onli. Had physics test today, the question is quite tough as i had not been studying physics and i HATE physics. The 1st three questions of the paper were like some Greek works that need some werid formula to solve it. Anyway it is already over, and thankfully i could take back the questions paper to finsh up which consisted of 40 marks excluding the 1st three questions which mean that i can refer to the physics textbook!!! However the physics paper had to be handed in tml before the start of the flag-raising. Thanks to liyana for telling how to get the *(%&$*(% of my photo and edit it. I felt guity for not helping Felicia to put the english book in the Ms Doris Lee's pigeon-hole. I go actually go put my english exercise book on top of her book and asked her to help me. LOL... I really pissed her OFF!!!!

"Oh dear! Shouldn't do such things on Felicia leh"

Burning mid-night oil.

16th March 2008

Today is worst day ever as i really chiong doing last minute Arts works. I had done quite a few sketches but it doesn't look complete leh. Nvm, still hav 4 more sketches to TONE!!! Hope i can do it all at once throughout the whole nite. Why do i keep doing everythings at eleventh hour.
Once term 2 start, tests are definitely coming out and i don't think i can enjoy the company of my computer liao. Currently slacking after having done 4 sketches, i realy need my 1hr of afternoon nap. I wan my life as a school kid lifestyle where i can always play and play and play without feeling stressed up.

"Why do i keep postponing all the events that i set for timetable?"

From now onward, i gona destroyed my other half self as i wanna get RID of PROCASTINATOR inside me.

15th March 2008

Yesterday was Sheng Hui's birthday, Casper, Kim Hong, Jing Hui, Eric, Erlin, Erwin, Jerald, Chun Heng, Joshua and of course Sheng Hui (Star of the day) were at Suntec City watching a move 'Spiderwick'. LoL... I came halfway through the movie as i rush to the Cinema right after my family function. I missed the beginning part of the movie leh!!! Nvm... After movie, we headed to bugis area to play 'pool'. That is the place that we must go on our SIXTEEN birthday!!! Feeling hungry, we went to look for food. Some1 suggested eating at Sasuke sushi but didnt go as it was too expensive and we ended up eating at food court. My dish was the most delicious leh among my frens at my table. After filling up our desire for hunger, we sang Sheng Hui a birthday songs! Then went to arcarde to 'kill time'. Omg that time already 10pm+. Reached home like 12pm+? Anyway... Today is already Saturday liao... Stilll havn't touch on my Art. CRAP! But i did my tuition homework today leh. I am such a good boy boy. Now.. i am currently slacking as i had just did my work for like 3hrs+ and i need a rest before i start on my Art homework. Gosh... 2 more days to sch reopen. I had just changed my song. It suited my anger as well as depression for everythings.

"I would better buck up now or else it will be too late"

I can't get rid of my bad habits! HELP!!!

11th March 2008

Tuesday is here!!! And i havn't even touch on my history, ss, maths and art yet. Oh well, it seem that, whenever u are having a good time, time flew past real fast. However, if u didn't seem to enjoy in whatever u do, time goes fairly slow. That's is life!!! So many things that i have yet to do but i sit there wasting away my precious time. If i could, i would rather do things before i regret it later on. Seem like to me, it's all talk but no action. I keep telling myself to FOCUS and REVISE and STUDY on my subjects which i had planned for dis holidays but i ened up doing nth at all. If i can turn back the clock, i would gladly give up 20 years of my life just so i can buy time to do thing which i had always wanted. I just realized that time is a factor here and i had to deal with it so as to overcome it.

"Wish i could never bump into online games and never get addicated to it"

I know... It's impossible but i am trying to change myself.

9th March 2008

It's already Sunday and soon school will reopen and i havnt do any much revision yet! Wtf?... Well... I dun think i can go for Athletics Camp tml as i hav a lots of things to do at hands. Hias... I love the sliky bag at AMK hub!!!

"Should i go... Should i not?.."

I better start saving $$$ now or else i am really going to broke soon.

7th March 2008

Yay, it's the start of march holidays which means tat i had to use my time wisely. Oh yes, just now during VE lesson, Jerald fought verbally wif Mr Ho over the 'Meet the parent'. In the end, Mr Ho gave Jerald progress book 1st. Hahas... I hav Athletics Camp on Mon to Wed leh, dono if i should go ornot. I wanna study!!! I chionging Art liao as i had done onli 4 sketches and school reopen i hav to hand up to Mrs Chua wif 10 sketches leh. 1 sketches alone can drove me NUTs.

"Damn the time la! The clock hands ticked so fast, now March den April soon leh"

May the force be with me.

4t March 2008

SS test today on source-based questions seem hard for me as i couldn't finish the last part and I think, I gona flunk the test. Ah.. Yes... I went for maths remedial even though i hate to stay in school longer. Hmm.. I am such a good boy leh. =) Gona hav physics test soon and other tests coming up!!! Well then... got to go!! I love watching cool anime 'Bleach'. I think i lost my wallet in school and some more the wallet is quite new as i didnt get to hold it for more than a month. I remembered that i left the wallet just in the side front of my bag leh and it was only den i left my bag in class and i swear that i didn't leave my bag for as long as 5mins leh.

"Sobs... whoever took it must be from my class!! Damn it!"

I'm regreting for the lost time.

3rd March 2008

Just had English Mid-Yr Exam in the hall, overall the paper seemed somewhat looked simple to me and yet i could get different answer from my other friends. Hias... Hmm, next week is a 1 week off for me and i bet i had to go to sch for remedials and stuffs from Athletics. Gona waste my time again and when i woke up the next day, I gona feel sorry.

"How True"

That's it!

2nd March 2008

Yesterday is the best day ever as i really enjoyed myself. Supposed to meet up wif Sheng Hui and others at bugis at 1.30pm but i was LATE! But late for 10mins ahaha... When i reached at bugis, i met Jerald, Erwin, Chun Heng, Sze Yze, Erlin and Jing Hui, after ("birthday bash" from Erlin and Jing Hui) we headed over to Seoul Garden for lunch. Man.. Sitting in the Seoul Garden is like going for sauna but not too bad as there are air conditions around. Oh yes, Kim hong came too while we were eating. Lol, pai seh leh, coz we ate without her but i was surpised to see her. Not that i dun wan her to come, it's just tat i didnt really know her well or ever spoke to her. Anyway, she came to wish me 'Happy Birthday'. And also, it has been a long time tat this crowd of people celebrated my Birthday. Hmm... Tml is the start of sch in MARCH!!!

"Thank you guys for making my day!~"

I'm lovin it.