30th March 2008

Yesterday went to school at 8am for leadership workshop... Didnt go out wif Jerald and they to Vivo City as i had to go for the workshop which is compulsary for CMC members and i had to give a dinner thrown by PAYM a miss as i am having a running nose and a flu. Darn... Why am i chossen to be a Secretary? Oh well... it's so irritating to keep cleaning my nose that is always filled with liquid 'shit' every few sec. Havn't plan on propsal as i didnt get the paper last Firday. Lots of homeworks to do and i think i am going to faint from stress. Anyway, really sry for the last min to pull out of the planned activities. Really sry guys.

"Oh dear, i had ran out of tissue paper"

F&#K off stupid virus!

27th March 2008

Aww... I didn't use computer for like 3 days... Oh, I am such a good boii. But i somehow can't resist the temptation to use the computer. Oh dear... Am I really addicted to online games nowdays. Can't be helped as I started being a hardcore gamer since i was in Secondary 1 for which I got to play the 1st online games called Neopet, Maplestory (Came out in 2005, Around June). Man... It had became a habits and I couldn't stop thinking about the games and its stuffs. I told myself... 'O' level is coming real soon in a few months times. Teachers have been very encouraging and tried to cover up the whole book for every single subject so as to start a revision as soon as possible. This is a roller-coaster year for me, everything need to be rushed and i have to learn many things at one go which is definitely impossible to learn them all at once. I know, it's too late and i wonder why i manage to go through the secondary life and it is only till now that i truly regret which i hate myself for all the stupid and silly things that i done. I really wan to go back to my past and be stuck in the past forever where i was a small little boy playing all day long and having fun and laughing together with friends in school. Wonder why i ever born in dis STRESSFULL-country (Singapore). I am really going crazy... I need some1 whom i can pour all my distress.

"My mind is filled with blanks and i think i am dead"

I am tired of all this.

21st March 2008

Oh... It's Good Friday today and i wish all Christians a Happy Easter Day and my parents just told me that, since today is a public holiday, the library is closed. Hmm... maybe tomorrow i will go and treat myself a nice meal or something. Anyway... slacked the whole day as usual and i didnt study. OMG???? Not much to talk about today as i didn't go out. Wonder why my computer go against me??? It sort of like, shutting down on me when i havn't click the internet explorer.

"Why did my computer keep crashing on me?"

I really wan to pull up my socks.

20th March 2008

Today i felt gulity for not attending Chemistry remedial and i slacked the whole day right after school. Tomorrow is Good Friday and which means i hav a day of holiday which is not enough for me. I shall be a real good boy to do all school homeworks and revise my Secondary 3 notes. Perharps, i will go borrow some books... Anyway i had already planned to follow my own timetable to finish wad i can. Sigh! I seem to have a very small sphere of friends that i made which i don't know why. Is it because i hav a bad boy image who always played a fool and with a preditcable outcome of me failing 'O' level and a happy-go-lucky spolit brat at that. Anyway, i dun give it a damn and i dun wish to know. Everyday single day is never an ending to me for i hate studying. Even when i tried hard to focus on studying, my mind cant somehow sleep it off wadever that i had just read. Isn't funny? How could i forget wad i had just revise not as long as 5mins ago. Hmm... I had saved up enough money to buy somethings that i longed for esp when i had recently lost my precious wallet. I wonder if i should buy a new bag or a new wallet?

"Wonder why somebody called me 'xiao bai lian' and i was kinda pissed off"

I will do it even if it means sacrificing my beloved games.

19th March 2008

Today so unlucky for me... Firstly, came to school kena punished by Ms Ng-Seah for not attending maths remedial and was deprived of 15mins recess time. Secondly, i wan totally late for History lesson as i was in Health screening during that period and i missed out alots of important notes. Thirtly, i went home under the rain. How unlucky of me huh? Anyways thank to XY for giving me belate B'dae gift. Hias... as usual using computer as though as if wasting my life away and is there any tests tomorrow? Now i wanna take a nap and perharps a long long nap.

"Thanks XY for the gift! Ur cholcolate makes my day!"

I wish i am a happiest and the luckiest boy on earth.